Aaron David Todovich

~THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVING CANDLES AND BEAUTIFULL GRAPHIC'S~

I'll paint you a Rainbow

to hang on the wall,

to brighten your heart

when the gray shadows fall.

On a canvas of joy

outlasting the years,

with a soft brush of sweetness

to dry all your tears.

I'll paint you a Rainbow

with colors of smiles,

That glow with sincerity

over the miles.

On a palette of words

I will tenderly blend

tones into treasures

of sunlight and wind.

I'll paint you a Rainbow

that reaches so wide,

Your sights and your sorrows

will vanish inside,

and deep in the center

of each different hue,

A memory fashioned

especially for you.

So lift up your eyes,

for suspended above,

A Rainbow designed

by the fingers of Love.

DEAR GLENNA,

AS I READ THE EVENTS OF YOUR PRECIOUS SON'S DEATH, IT SEEMED AS IF I WERE READING THE STORY OF OUR SON, DAVID. HE ALSO WAS A VERY TALENTED, GIFTED AND LOVING HUMAN BEING, AS WAS YOUR AARON. AT THE TIME OF HIS 'DEATH' HE TO WAS ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS. I'M SO VERY SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF SUCH A SPECIAL YOUNG MAN, YOUR AARON. SENSE OUR SONS DEATH, DOCTORS HAVE TRIED TO PUT ME ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, I REFUSE. IT'S VERY HARD AT TIMES, AS MY HEART IS BROKEN, SHATTERED, BUT I GET MY STRENGTH FROM GOD. MY HUSBAND, ON THE OTHER HAND IS NOT ONLY TAKING EFFEXOR, BUT XANAX( AND TO MUCH OF IT) ALL HE DOES IS SLEEP ALL DAY. HE'S BEEN IN A PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL 5 TIMES, SENSE OUR SONS SUICIDE.(HE AND OUR YOUNGEST SON, FOUND DAVID'S BODY) ALL THE DOCTORS WANT TO DO IS GIVE HIM MEDS. I'M FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY.

PLEASE KNOW~YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, GOD BLESS YOU WONDERFUL, HURTING HEART~

                                 A Hug From God

Sometimes I think I've got it all together-
I've figured out what life is all about.
It lasts a while and then it always happens-
A curve-ball come that I can't figure out.

I struggle to find my way through all the darkness-
the more I try the harder it seems to be.
Until I reach a point of fear and desperation-
It hurts so much I fall down on my knees.

A hug from God will ease a broken heart.
A hug from God will fill your life with love.
A hug from God who is your loving father-
is always there- just look to him and pray.
Oh, God please send your loving hug my way.

The room grows quiet as tears stream down my face-
the pain inside is all taken away.
A warmth surrounds my cold and shaking body-
As God's hand wipes the tears off of my face.

A hug from God will ease a broken heart.
A hug from God will fill your life with love.
A hug from God who is your loving father-
is always there- just look to him and pray.
Oh, God please send your loving hug my way.

Angel Moms

We have shared our tears and our sorrow,
We have given encouragement to each other,
Given hope for a brighter tomorrow,
We share the title of grieving mother.

Some of us lost older daughters or sons,
Who we watched grow over the years,
Some have lost their babies before their lives begun,
But no matter the age , we cry the same tears.

We understand each others pain,
The bond we share is very strong,
With each other there is no need to explain,
The path we walk is hard and long.

Our children brought us together,
They didn't want us on this journey alone,
They knew we needed each other,
To survive the pain of them being gone.

So take my hand my friend,
We may stumble and fall along the way,
But we'll get up and try again,
Because together we can make it day by day.

We can give each other hope,
We'll create a place where we belong,
Together we will find ways to cope,
Because we are Angel Moms and together we are strong!